The Depths / by Guest User

Dear friends,

The days are darkening as winter takes hold, and it seems like we all know someone who is struggling to keep up their spirits (or are struggling ourselves.) This week I was struck by an old devotional I stumbled across from the Mennonite publication RejoiceWritten by Nancy Witmer as a meditation on Psalm 42, it spoke to my own feelings of deep sadness as I look at the world around us in general and at the suffering of people I know and love in specific. I don't think I can improve on Nancy's words, so I've reproduced them here. I recommend that you first read the psalm and dwell on its expression of endurance in the face of depression, and then allow Nancy's words to bring the scripture into your life:

I admired Laura. She was a confident woman, a 

glowing Christian, a willing worker and leader in the church. Laura

reflected the best qualities of the model woman of Proverbs 31 and

of the New Testament heroines, Dorcas and Priscilla.

 

Then a series of hardships dropped on Laura. A family member’s

long-term illness and too many responsibilities slowly crushed

her upbeat spirit. Mental and physical exhaustion drained Laura’s

positive outlook on life, leaving in its place a deep sadness and

despair.

 

“I don’t even want to crawl out of bed in the morning,” Laura

told me. “Every day is harder than the one before. It’s been ten long

years. Where is God? I’m trying to believe that he is in control of

my life, but I can’t see it now.” Laura sighed. “Nevertheless, I must

cling to God’s promises because I’ve got nothing else left.”

 

The writer of Psalm 42 also struggles to trust in God. This former

worship leader now questions whether God even remembers

him. Sadness swallows his former joy. Enemies surround him with

taunts and threaten his life. Despite the psalmist’s desperation,

however, he tells himself, “Hope in God; for I shall again praise

him.”

 

Today, we find ourselves in a hopeless situation. We’re exhausted

and weary. We feel like God has forgotten us. May we take heart

and continue to hope in God. We will praise him again.
                                     -Nancy Witmer

"Deep calls to deep," as the psalm says, and the depths of our despair calls out to the depths of God's love. May that unfathomable, abiding love be your daily companion and nightly song.

Blessings of strength and hope,
Andrew